jus me....n i write when i feel like it...only one of my writings..
She is fire to my cold icey heart....
Ive built a barricade around it..
So tht kno one can infiltrate it....
Ive loved deeply and hve been hurt to the Point of it beinging hard for me to allow Anyone to get in close enough again...But the more time tht we spend together...The more my icey barricade seems to melt..Why...why...am i letting her get thru The walls tht has taken so long for me To build...i feel myself weakening and Begining to love again but my mind Is saying not to believe...i dnt kno what To do....she is everything tht i could Possibly want in a partner but also Everything i dnt deserve...my heart is Screaming...yes go for it while my mind Is saying no dnt let her in....
What to do what to do.....should i let
Her in or should i push her away..
It seems like i dnt kno what the meaning Of love is anymore....i want to feel her Love but i jus cant stop fighting n pushing Her away....one day ill be able to love Again but until then ill jus keep fighting Myself and hopefully in the end ill win....hit me up..dnt be shy...
|Ethnic Origins||Mixed / Multi|
|Home Location||Killeen, Texas, United States of America|
|Height||4.7" (139 cm)|
|Piercings||One or Two|
Conservative Earthy Flirtatious Loving Low Maintenance Open Minded Outgoing Quiet Romantic Sensitive Serious Shy Spiritual
looking for a chill laid back type of female whos good with kids.....and whos idea of a good time is going out on hikes and picnics as well as chill'n back at the crib watching movies or just doing family oriented things................
Chat Friendship Casual Relationship
|Aged between||27 - 32|
|Has Children||Yes, living at home|
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Fort Carson, El Paso